So Long My Baby..

  I don't know what to say..
It's really a great lost..
I've lost my sweet Bibi due to the infection of her womb.. She left me with 4 cute puppies and I cried everytime I see them squaked, need a warm loving hand to cuddle.. and I know, nothing can replace their mom.. in my heart..

But again, I think its just Bibi's destiny.. for 2 nights, I've tried to find doctor for her, but my vet was out of town, and the next day, his car broke down so he can't go to the clinic.. I carried her around, in my lap, and she gave me a "no quit" look on her face.. she struggled for her sickness.. she as calm as always.. 

Her body still warm, her breath still warm, she loved when I hug her so tight that night.. and I said to her.. "if you can't stand anymore, than you may go,sweety.. I will let you go to heaven.. with all my heart and soul.." (eventhough I definitely not ready to lose her..)
I've secheduled her to get operation the next morning at 9, because of her infection, then my vet said the leaving placenta can infectious to her body and it may intoxicate her.. so they had to do the operation, cleaning the infectious womb and remove it..

So.. on a lovely Saturday morning, at 6 am, 27 January 2006, Bibi close her eyes forever, and leaving me in a deep grieve.. until now, it still makes me sad to see her puppies.. milking them.. cuddling.. 

Bye my sweet Bibi.. now you can be free.. you don't have to jump the fences if you want to be free like you used to do.. I know God loves you more than I love you.. and you love me more than you love yourself.. take care...  
Thanks to wenni, xenia, citra and ganto for their condolences.. it makes me feel better indeed..

08.02.07
Dear Bibi,
nothing in this world can replace you in me..
I miss you so so so so very bad..
Love,
Mommy

Another Puppies.. Ohhh NOOO...!!!

Well... not later than 2 months since my Cleo giving birth to her cutie 5 (before was 6) puppies, now Bibi my youngest lovely pet dog, also had 4 new puppies... Goshhh... so now I have 4 + 5 + 4 dogs in my house..!
My nephew's friends already promise to take Cleo's puppies.. (although it's quite hard for me to give them all.. but.. I have no choice... ..) and I still love them all because they're all soooo cute..... I also had a "standard' name for them, like: Ceper, Tompel, Putih, Bewok and Flash (the naughty one, always fighting with his siblings).. 4 of them are male, and Putih is the only bitch.. Look at the picture... all of them was not so happy to take this picture..
Hope they can find a dog lover to be their adopter..

Travelling with Dad

I don't know how many times exactly I've been travelling with my dad.. After he got stroke from his high blood pressure condition, he had difficulties to move his hand especially the motoric nerves, but overall, he has a good condition so far. Attending my grandma's funeral after she passed away on December 4th, me and dad catch up with mom who already been there since last thursday, and taking last flight to Mataram in Lombok Island. 

We took Garuda as our flight and trust their service, I'm asking for a wheel-chair for my dad, and I never had a problem with that. Waiting for our boarding, we find a massage place and dad gladly take an hour feet massage (refleksi) and I walking around the 2F terminal. I found a SpongeBob collectible box contained 6 books (waaaww... !) and also bought a great book called "As Luck Would Have It".. it tells an incredible stories from lottery wins to lightning strikes survivor.. after buy those books, I went to Rotiboy corner and get 16 of them as ordered by my sister.
After an hour or so, there's a calling for GA 432 passengger to get on board. I told my dad to finish the massage coz I already make promised to Garuda ground crew to be on the spot at 6.30 sharp so we can get in to the plane first. 
(That's one of the privilege if I travelling with dad.. always be the first to be on board ) And we've waited about 20 minutes to get all the passenggers on board as well. 

Serving my dad who quite had a difficulties to eat on the tray is another thing. Well, maybe this is an input for all airplane, to have a wider space for the handicap passengger like my dad.. I'm so happy that my dad choose to travel with me.. even sometimes he can be so annoying with all his orders, but I always always on his side.. no matter how busy I am..
In every prayer, I always ask for my dad great condition, so he can play tennis again, like he used to do before he got sick... Thank you, God.. I still have him around.. Love you, Dad...

Old Recipe: Macaroni Schotel

Category:		Pasta
Style:		Italian
Special Consideration:		Quick and Easy
Servings:		5-8 persons

Description:
My mom's secret recipe for this dish:
Lots and lots of cheese and milk!

Ingredients:
500 gr macaroni
250 gr chicken breast, dice or 250 gr minced beef
1 ltr of milk
1 big onion, chopped
1 box of cheddar cheese
3 tbs margarine
2 teaspoon white pepper
2 pinches of salt
1 pinch of sugar
1/2 pinch of oregano
1 full nutmeg, grated
3 egg yolks

Directions:
rebus makaroni, campur garam dikit, kalo udah bisa dipencet berarti udah mateng, angkat, tiriskan
masak dalam wajan gede, lelehkan margarin, masukin bawang bombay, goreng sampe wangi, masukkin ayam/dagingnya, tambahin black/white pepper, gula, kalo udah mau mateng, masukkin makaroni rebus, susu, setengah kotak keju cheddar dipotong dadu, oregano... masak teruuussss sampe kira-2 susu nya agak sat dan bumbu meresap, masukkin 1 kuning telur dikocok, baru parut pala kering atau kalau ada pala bubuk.. masak hingga matang

Taru di pinggan tahan panas (pyrex), siapin panggangan berapa derajat yaa? terserah deh yg penting panas, masukkin makaroni dan teman-temannya, panggang 20 menit, keluarin dari panggangan, masukkin kocokan 2 kuning telor, parut keju yang sisa setengah sampe di atasnya ketutupan keju semua, panggang lagi sekitar 10-15 menit..
jadi deh... tinggal dibiarin dingin sebentar, potong-potong, trus pake saos sambel cocol.. sedaaappp...

Agung's Baby Boy

Telah lahir ke dunia, hari Minggu tanggal 5 November 2006, bayi laki-laki mungil dari Agung dan Ida.. Katanya sih mau dinamain Rafi, dan waktu gue nengok, anaknya ngga rewel, lucu dan menyenangkan untuk diliat.

Semoga menjadi anak yang berbakti, ngga nakal, ngga ngerusakin koleksi mainan Star Wars Bapak, ngga pupup sembarangan, ngga teriak-teriak bikin eyang senewen, ngga mecahin barang-barang, ngga ngerusuhi kalo Bunda lagi masak.. hihiiii....

My one and only: Steve Irwin

Malam ini, gue sedikit terhenyak baca detik.com, "Steve Irwin 'Crocodile Hunter' Meninggal"..
Hgghhh... gue nge fans banget sama si Steve, gayanya yang kocak bawain acara yang menurut gue sarat akan pengetahuan binatang liar (secara gue males banget ngeliat uler kalo beneran) dan logat Australia yang kental banget, bikin gue tertarik buat liat dia paling sering di Animal Planet.

Katanya sih dia lagi bikin dokumentasi dasar laut di Batt Reef, sama temen skaligus produsernya si John Stainton, trus dia berenang di atas ikan pari dan kesengat stingray di ekor ikan pari yang beracun di dadanya dan tembus ke jantung.

Trus, gue berpikir, dia pasti seneng bisa meninggal dengan cara itu.. karena dia cinta banget sama semua binatang di bumi ini, dia ubah state of mind orang-orang bahwa binatang tuh bukan monster.. waktu itu dia pernah bilang "if I can touch an animal, I'll make people touch their hearts". Filosofi yang menurut gue, dia pengen semua orang sayang sama binatang.. ngga ada lagi yang koleksi gigi buaya, atau makan sirip hiu, atau beli cula badak, mamerin gading gajah... dia cuma pengen orang cinta sama binatang... apapun itu..
Dia bener-bener jadi ikon presenter wildlife.. sekarang, banyak yang punya acara wildlife tapi tetep aja si Steve yang bisa kasih pendekatan yang "beda"..

Gue jadi inget, waktu dia ngenalin istrinya, Terry, yang waktu itu baru ikut-ikut acaranya dia.. mereka pergi ke suatu danau yang banyak ular berbisanya.. malem-malem, tiba-tiba perahunya kebalik dan semua kecebur ke danau.. dengan muka setengah panik, dia cuma bilang, "I'm okay,mate.." sambil naik lagi ke perahu.. and I lost the snake.. sembari lupa kalo istrinya masih kecebur.. 
Crikey, that's a pretty snakes! padahal mana kita bisa liat tu uler cakep apa ngga.. tetep aja geli kalee..
well, Steve.. so long,mate..! life without you will not be the same anymore, especially for Terry, Bindi and Robert..

JD Fortune: He's such a human being indeed

“Sometimes we’re just Being Human, but we’re always Human Beings.” - JD Fortune."
This incredibly handsome man sings with soul. Raised in the Canadian countryside just outside of Nova Scotia, JD started performing at a very young age. Despite being 31 years old, JD experienced enough for a lifetime's worth of song lyrics. 

Can you believe that JD even making a living as an Elvis impersonator? Gossshhh....
JD share his experience into words to become a beautiful lyrics and show his musical talent to the world.

I love watching JD perform in his 2 video-clip debut, Afterglow and Pretty Vegas.. love his tattoo, love his voice and love everything about JD..
His expressions show his hard-life experiences yet still hiding some mysteries.. 

JD is now ready to become the new lead singer for INXS, a band of which he has always been a die-hard fan. I'm happy for you, my dear JD..
I'm waiting for INXS to have a concert in Indonesia.. so I can watch you perform (on TV for sure.. heheheeeeee....)
...touch me and I will follow in your afterglow... heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go I will find my way, I will sacrifice
Now I'm living in your afterglow...
read another touching words from JD here